Dirty English

Heart swells and terminals and vessels and wasps nests, all in your head.

Things are finally picking up.

Its gonna be a good day

Im In Love

Last Night;

I had the greatest dream ever It felt so real and so familiar,

Even though there was It's differences, It felt like It was fate. 

I know what I need to do to get Her.

She looked different but how do I explain?

I know, You probably think Im crazy

but Im serious,

It was Perfect.

But lately I've been torn between sides,

and now I know where I stand.

"Miles and Alex"

y'all ready know.

But Break is winding down and It's almost New Years;

I hope Everyone has fun on There last couple of weeks,

and She had the Same Dream as Me.

It's Christmas!

Yee!

I could not sleep at all last night,

I kept waking up every 5 minutes with a strange feeling in My head,

It's weird, I've been having the feeling of being out of breathe every time I close My eyes. 

But anyways, I woke up to a mountain of presents,

Which is always nice.

But I like giving more then getting nowadays,

I get a good feeling, like I did something good for Someone.

Even if it's nothing big at all.

But I don't know how to react when I get something,

Everyone always thinks Im disappointed.

When Im really not.

But;

Merry Christmas

I hope every got what they wanted and stays safe.

Im gonna go indulge in some Festivus Traditions.

It's Almost

Christmas

and It feels like just another week to me.

There's not a lot of holiday cheer anymore.

But times are changing and You have to change with them,

Or You'll be left in the past.

But the past isn't always a bad thing to remember.

It's those situations of Yesterday that make You Who You are Today.

But that's besides the Point,

I hope everyone has a good Holiday Seasons.

Oh Man

I think I've worn out my luck in this town,

My mistakes and thoughts have seen light,

and its too late to change Them.

But in a way Im glad people are aware of the person I am.

I don't wanna put up a charade for anyone

I am who I am, Someone has to be,

Take it or Leave it.

But Like I always say;

"Use The Broken Past To Build The Perfect Future."

The Past is The Past,

Lets Move on Together and build Our Future.

Back To Basics

Best Day In Awhile.

Im finally back;

I cant even describe how much this day made a difference to Me.

I Know This Isn't The Most Exciting Post,

But Too Me It Is.