Dirty English

Heart swells and terminals and vessels and wasps nests, all in your head.

Things are finally picking up.

Its gonna be a good day

Im In Love

Last Night;

I had the greatest dream ever It felt so real and so familiar,

Even though there was It's differences, It felt like It was fate. 

I know what I need to do to get Her.

She looked different but how do I explain?

I know, You probably think Im crazy

but Im serious,

It was Perfect.

But lately I've been torn between sides,

and now I know where I stand.

"Miles and Alex"

y'all ready know.

But Break is winding down and It's almost New Years;

I hope Everyone has fun on There last couple of weeks,

and She had the Same Dream as Me.

It's Christmas!

Yee!

I could not sleep at all last night,

I kept waking up every 5 minutes with a strange feeling in My head,

It's weird, I've been having the feeling of being out of breathe every time I close My eyes. 

But anyways, I woke up to a mountain of presents,

Which is always nice.

But I like giving more then getting nowadays,

I get a good feeling, like I did something good for Someone.

Even if it's nothing big at all.

But I don't know how to react when I get something,

Everyone always thinks Im disappointed.

When Im really not.

But;

Merry Christmas

I hope every got what they wanted and stays safe.

Im gonna go indulge in some Festivus Traditions.

It's Almost

Christmas

and It feels like just another week to me.

There's not a lot of holiday cheer anymore.

But times are changing and You have to change with them,

Or You'll be left in the past.

But the past isn't always a bad thing to remember.

It's those situations of Yesterday that make You Who You are Today.

But that's besides the Point,

I hope everyone has a good Holiday Seasons.

Oh Man

I think I've worn out my luck in this town,

My mistakes and thoughts have seen light,

and its too late to change Them.

But in a way Im glad people are aware of the person I am.

I don't wanna put up a charade for anyone

I am who I am, Someone has to be,

Take it or Leave it.

But Like I always say;

"Use The Broken Past To Build The Perfect Future."

The Past is The Past,

Lets Move on Together and build Our Future.

Back To Basics

Best Day In Awhile.

Im finally back;

I cant even describe how much this day made a difference to Me.

I Know This Isn't The Most Exciting Post,

But Too Me It Is.

Gobble Gobble

It's Thanksgiving Today;

It's a good day to be alive,unless your a turkey.

I know Today is the day to say what your thankful for and appreciate the great things you have,

but honestly I think We all want a little more than what we have,

and I think we all need a little more.

That extra touch can make all the difference in your life,

Don't get me wrong Im glad I have what I have and lead the life I live.

But wouldn't it be nice to have everything and then some?

We could all work a little harder to get the extra happiness we deserve.

But Don't forget the Importance of Today.

The Day We all got along, shared stories, and had a nice meal.

Happy Thanksgiving,

Lets have a Million More Together.

Diamonds Are Forever

These Last Couple Of Days;

Have been a little weird for Me,

The week started off fine nothing but normal,

All week I wanted something big to happen something life changing.

Well never wish that,

Saturday I visited my dying Grandmother and Grandfather.

It wasn't something I ever wanna go through again.

I'll miss them tremendously and I already do,

But it started to make me think,

Everyone in My Family has done great things in Their life time.

but I haven't started anything yet,

sure I've done Think Native and loads of great things for people but,

I fear the future,

I don't wanna end of a disappointment to the Family name.

Nobody wants to be The One that ruins what is great,

and thats how I feel.

This might sound weird,

But last nite I had a dream the best dream I've had in a long time,

it was more of a vision;

but I think it'll happen and Im gonna make sure it does

It's what I've wanted for over a year now

Im not gonna mess this up.

But till then Im gonna go back to the steady life in The Chamber.

Im watching every James Bond movie from the Oldest To Newest.

You should join me Im already on "For Your Eyes Only"

I already Miss the Connery movies.

I've been writing a lot of Music lately I feel inspired.

I've got something in the works

For this City We live in.

PHOTO SHOOT

Went Great Yesterday;

Kinda dug all the attention I got,

Made Me go up a notch on the ego chart,

Just what I needed, great time wondering about the hills and what not.

Im convinced Shaun Bascara is the best photographer out here in the bay.

but the rest of the night wasn't so good,

felt like I was gonna puke once I ended up at Safeway,

But In other news; Felix and I have a surprise for all Our fans soon.

It's bittersweet but We hope You'll like it.

Im gonna go make a fresh pot of Tea,

Come join Me but until then,

Stay Posted.

It's All Said and Done

America

Barack Obama is President of The United Snakes Of America

Were gonna see a whole lot of change in the next 4 years and not good change.

Everybody voted for Obama because of his color and not his ideas,

If people really took the time to sit down and read what He's going to do

You would drop your jaw in shock of how horrible life would be.

Raised Taxes, limited speech, negations with terrorists? really?

I'll ask you this America;

Are You really ready to put your morals aside just for the sake of change?

Im not and never will be.

Mark My Words

You WILL regret electing Barack Obama.

No Doubt in My Mind,

I Believe It's Time To Go Back To The Homeland .

It Rains Alot

This Time Of Year

and We Both Go Together If One Falls Down.

The Rain yesterday was incredible

I've never seen it come down that much

and I loved it reminds me of a past i never wanna forget but

I also wanna have a future to remember with it.

Most people don't enjoy the rain, they think it ruins all there fun,

But I disagree It's a time for cleansing,Rinse off all the unneeded dirt and waste on earth,

and thats something we should all do on a rainy day.

Just relax and devote the day to making your life a little more clean.

Get rid of all the things that make your life a burden or even a little stressful.

If We all got together one day and cleaned up a little and got rid of the negative things in life,

We would all have a fresh start.

"Quick Lets Leave

Before The Lights Come On

Cos then you don't have to see, 
What you've done,"

I don't want my mistakes to see the light,

I feel horrible doing them

but a part of me doesn't want to stop

it's all a game to Me, a game I know Im gonna lose

but for the time being I love how its working out,

the thrill of having it all, and being in control of it all.

but its a job for me to keep all of it up.

But when it all blows up in My face it's game over,

and that's how I look at a lot of things

i think every thing's temporary and not even worth worrying about

but i need to focus on the big picture and how and who it affects.

But Im gonna enjoy my fun and when that day comes Ill be ready for it.

I Never Really Understood It

Till Now;

The greatest things I could possibly have I already have

In all my years Ive never appreciated what I have.

Ive always looked for something better

and it's about time I appreciate what I have now,

and do everything I can to keep the things that Ive worked hard for.

even if it took a little white dog and 16 years for Me to realize it.

Lesson learned and well needed Im gonna stop trying so hard to get more and more

and live with what I have now.

There's no use wasting your whole life trying to get what you can't have,

Or fixing what you broke,

That's Life,

Forget the broken past and build the perfect future.

Appreciate what you have now,

Who knows?, maybe you'll get more in the long run.

And Then

Reality kicked in within us
It seems as we become the winners 
You lose a bit of summat
And half wonder if you won it at all

It seems my goals and hopes have come true

but Im still not 100% happy

I know what I want but it's a battle I wont win.

but for the most part Im content 

She needs to give me some signs

so I know my next move.

Hiatus..

Ive been on and off it for quite some time now

and i really don't feel like discussing or typing it.

I don't wanna sit here and ramble on like I always do, 

So Im gonna cut it short,

Im back and Im here to stay

and Im Single

Hit me up :]

Books

I recently at Barnes and Noble;

for the wrong reasons, and Ive come to realize,that Ive been living wrong

all my life Ive had this image of what my life and how i wanted to be seen as,But was and there was one book that made me think

of the pas t present and future,I have to say I didn't like what I saw,

Im not gonna be like one of the hypocrites that says "oh Im changing my life"

because thats bullshit Im refining my life into something even better than what it is now.

Struggles Of..

Getting A Job,

I never thought getting a job would be like this

 its kinda bizarre running around everywhere,

having to explain yourself to a future boss, its hard work.

Kids Stay Home and Enjoi Your Work Free Lives

Im Recording

A New Album;

As most of you know by now,

Its one of the most challenging things I've ever done.

There's so many parts and obstacles in creating it let alone being the one that plays all the instruments,

it literally takes a hour to get one song a quarter of the way done.

Any musician that wants to help me make history,

You know how to reach me.

P.S. sorry I never update this anymore

 time is a hard thing for me to get nowadays 

My Mistakes Were Made For You,

I feel like thee worst person on the planet right now

Ive fucked up some much and pushed away the few good people in my life,

Idk what Im doing anymore I have no direction

I just wish I could learn to keep my mouth shut.

Acoustic

Genius .

These Last Couple of Days,

I've really been up to nothing but making music

it might not seem like much but its actually a lot. My time just flies by when Im playing, so many ideas and images get put in my head, its one of the last few good things left in a bad place.

"The Decisions You Make Today..

Create Who You Are Tomorrow"

Ive been thinking alot lately on where im at and where i wanna go,

and ive come to realize that all the things i thought were once important

mean nothing.

I need to focus my attention on the things that will take me places,

and not keep me at a stand still.

As much as i hate people saying; "oh ive changed my whole outlook on life".

Im gonna be one of those people for now.

16 on the 13th

Yesterday was my birthday

and i have to say it was nice but,

could've been a lot better but what do i expect?

but its back to same old danny troubles now a days.

I need a escape from the mental walls of fairfield,

somewhere where no one knows my name.

In A Very Strange

Turn Of Events;

in the last couple of months

Ive changed completely I am no where near the same Danny anymore.

Ive put myself in the worst and best situations and Im glad to say its help me so much in my life'

and i know i never update this but i plan on doing so more often..

World Danny Nelson Is Making A Comeback.

I Was Lost Now..

Im ProFound:

Eventful days this last week

I have that feeling in my gut that something big is going to happen.

It's one of those times were you know what's going to happen and there's no preparing for it.

Its a bizarre feeling

but its not one that hasn't been felt before

What A Waste..

of Internet This is,

for a test day it was pretty chill

think I might have found a good "bird" for me.

but like I say who knows.

Lately Ive been thinking of all the mistakes in my life

and all the good things that come from them,

So in a way i believe we need mistakes to get the good things in life.

Thats enough of me for One Day im out.

I Had The...

worlds most eye opening experience,

i saw a man get killed

over a pack of bologna

that just shows there is so much unneeded violence in the world.

people needed stop and take a new look at the world.

i know i have.

change whatever your doing

and think more about what good you could be doing.

THE WORLD NEEDS PEACE

and thats a fact.

"when the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace"

RHS

What A Fucking Dumb ass School,

they need to actually do what the say and not promote a certain race as better.

fuck the pigs in that office

nazi's bitches.

but all in all a good day

saw who i needed to see

and did what i wanted to do.

muey bien GREAT!

I Still

Have Nothing Interesting  To Say..

But I Can Say My Search Maybe Over Soon.

Fake Tales of San Francisco

Echo Through The Air,

Today was another grreat day in the SFC.

Iexplored the whole art scene and park area.

chill ass day

except for hitting that one car

haha.

The Devils Mt.

It All Started Yesterday,
early was an early trip up to the town that loves me most,Danville.
I had Just arrived in the worlds most bizzare retro 60's Mountains.
"Mt. Diablo" as they call it.
It staretd off with a easy walk then eventually turned into a 8 mile trek
thru a place ive never seen.
This had to be one of the most inspirational things, Ive ever done
I feel at ease with everything.
So I'd have to say the 8 miles there and and 8 miles back.
was all worth it,
and so was the memphis burger at Norms.
The rest of the day was just filled with movies
like "No Country For Old Men "
That was one of ther illest movie's Ive ever seen.

I Guess Moods

Change With The Seasons Here.
today was a slow day I had unbearable school after school,
so many faggots in that class.
well in general there is alot of losers at school
finally maded up my mind with the birds
plan "Danny meets ______" goes into play.

Its Been Awhile

Since we last spoke;
Things have gone up down and all around in a matter of days.
the "birds" are becoming a burden seems theres a new one everyday
and it's hard to keep up with everyone of them.
But I have my eyes set on a few,
but who knows how things ill work out.
I can only hope for the best.

P.S. I plan on updating this daily for now on so stay posted kids.

3 Days Later

Well I havent posted anything new in the past couple of days,
so iI thought i'd let whoever know how I am

Sunday March 2nd
I move back into my Dear Ole Dads apartment
it was a slow day until i met guess who?
joseph my newly found neighbor
ive know him for years so it was tight seeing him
later on found out my other nig AJ lives there too
so going to cordildo isnt that bad anymore.
later on that night got some bitches nudie ahaha
gotta be there.

Monday March 3rd
fuck school it's scientifically proven to be useless I found out im going to summer school for turning my big ass essay in 12 hours late.
fuck that dike.
but it was also a bizarre night my Dad showed up out of the cuts
with my toothbrush and somehow made everything with the divorce go away.

Today
SCHOOL!SCHOOL!SCHOOL!
ehh it was alright but nothing worth mentioning
but the in n out I ate.
but i feel lost when it comes to my feelings now a days
too confusing for me too deal with.


P.S. Saturdays party was NOT crackin at all.

PARTY! PARTY! PARTY!

Haha,
Tonite should be hella crackin
get on the drank while on the dank.
ahh!
haha probaly gonna be some drama but thats expected.
Hope you have just as chill as a night Im gonna hav,
Peace

A Day In The Life

of Danny
really wasnt all that exicting today.
iIwas a t school all day school really is a pointless thing.
As soon as I get home i dont remeber any of it.
but I do remeber wresteling and dough some niggs,
but thats a everday thing.
Afterschool was tight made some new beats and ate fish taco's.
Well to end alrite day
i'll finish this blog.

Danny Cooks

So a couple of nights ago I decide to help Me Mum cook dinner
which means do all of it
idk how I made this but heres what i did:


butternut squash and baby clam pasta sauce(the ultimate white people dish)

Ingredients1 butternut squash
1 cup chicken broth
butter
garlic
salt & pepper
1 can baby clams
tubular pasta like rigatoni or penne


Remove the skin of the butternut squash and throw out the seeds/flesh from inside. Dice the butternut squash into small pieces. Bring one cup of chicken broth to a boil and throw in the squash, lowering the heat after 1 minute. Simmer for about 15 minutes or until the squash is nice and tender. When it has become soft, drain the water and mash the squash with a potato masher, add butter. Make the pasta at around this point. In a pan on medium heat, melt 1 tbsp butter, and 1 - 2 cloves of thinly sliced garlic. Drain the baby clams and throw them onto the pan. Add salt and pepper and after a few minutes add the butternut squash (which should be thick, not runny). Mix everything slowly, add pesto if desired. Your pasta should be ready at this point. Throw it into the mix, then serve.Add parmigiano to taste.

I dont care how gay it sounds cooking but the food was pretty good.

First Blog

First blog of my life
kind of a bizzare thing to do but who knows?
blogging might actually be fun.